dari.hati.kecil.si.penulis!: Mac 2012

being a poor doesnt mean u cant be a rich later*

You, and you alone, are responsible for where you are today.

I write diz ..based on my true life story..based on my sad experienced..juz 2 share wif you all sume..okey?

As a student No money..sometimes..no food to eat..no shoppin…sometimes..juz watchin jeleslly watchin fwens buy this n this..when I want something..i shud worked hard to get dat…life…not evrytime wonderful as I olwez imagined..it juss like a fairy tale..sad..but its true..

As I grow up. b an educated person..i realized dat..There are many stories about people who worked hard and gave it their all, and eventually became successful because of it. n I want 2 be one of them..insyallah..

I cant deny dat..i want to b a rich people..i olwez dreaming..in fact..i am so jelezz when I see people outside there..get wat they want so easy..but me..i hve to worked hard for it..but mom olwez tell me.. If you wait around for wealth to find you, you'll never be a success; but if you start working now, and view poverty as an asset instead of a liability, nothing can stop you from achieving all your goals. *mom n dad olwez said to me dat..knowledge is important..never regret for wat u hve rite now..juss b thankful…be humble…be nice..*mak..trima kasih…

Then..y we mus regret if we r not so lucky as others??There are people who olwez make an excuse dat they are born poor that is why there is no way for them to become successful or become wealthy. Thinking precisely that way is already a failure.. If you always think of poverty, you will soon have it. That is how powerful our minds are.

What we are thinking today, are the things will happen tomorrow. Just imagine of the things that we see everyday. If you focus your thoughts on being poor, the odds are that you will remain poor; but if you focus your thoughts on being rich, you can start taking steps to make the wealth you've been dreaming about a reality.so..gambate~~!!!as I do rite now~!

~~~alot of people say am humble, but know nothing about giveness......~~~

*winkwink :3 aku memang menunjuk ! HIKHIK

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lesbian? im not!

when i said dat..i like diz gurl.doesnt mean dat im lesbian...Please don't misunderstand me.
.im not a lesbian..
I've never been attracted to girls!

when someone labeled me as a lesbian..I hated it and I felt disgusted every time I heard it.
bear in ur mind.. I've never been attracted to girls .
I love men. I never feel anything toward girls. i cant imagine myself being with a woman.
I can't imagine being in a relationship with a woman and having sexual relations with a woman

But I always wonder what if I like them while I don't and I feel extreme discomfort around lesbian girls. Thoughts that if I like girls are killing me because I hate that n I became obsessed with this kind of thoughts.
*i admit dat..im so excited when i saw pretty girls..especially she is nice..softly spoken..coz its remaind me of my mom..but..dazziz..

i got a story to tell

i used to know a girl...
well..shes nice..shes pretty..shes cute..shes gurly..i olwez gve my compliment...i admit dat..i adored her..but..ironically..
she misunderstood me..she assumed dat..i like her..n wanna be her less partner.
OMG!i dont do diz..i dont do sex..plus wif gurl..no!

at first..i dunno dat shes lesbian..but..after she olwez sms me wif some disgustin word..
i figured out dat shes less..i'd tried for many times avoided her..but..failed..
d fact dat she olwez contact me..sms me..telling her prob..make me feel smpyty..*i hate diz feeling..

then..without i realized daat..
diz make our frienship bcome more complicated..when she expecting me 2 be her partner..
i told her for many times dat..i love her bcoz she is my fwen..not more than dat..
izziz okay wif me if she is less or straight..i do respect her way of life..*but i olwez gve some advised bout diz..
but..d most important things here is..im not less..

when she admit dat she wus in love wif me..n cried in front of me..i dunno wut i hve to do..she said.

“I don’t care that we don’t have sex. You can date a guy..u can meet ur bf..i wont get mad..i pomize..
. I know. I know. just don’t leave me…”

oh baby,..
plz..dont do diz 2 me..i cant b ur partner..i cant love u as a lover does..i cant..

I just don’t know what to do next… what am I supposed to do? I need serious answers.

p/s: when u asked me dat day..Please be honist with me.. Do you think im pretty?? ~yes you are :) you are like this non typical pretty, its like an individual pretty that doesn't come across everyday :) don't get me wrong im not lesbian :) just being honest...ok?

btway..Please don't tell me dat it's ok to be gay also because I HATE THAT.

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aku . dan . komik

5:54 AM ??
what the FFFUUUU ..
oke fine . aku x tido lagi walau pun dah pagi buta mcm nie =,='
so actually aku bukan x nak tido . but kalau aku tido . makhluk II yang sedang nyeyak dibuai mimpi kat sebelah aku nie spe yang nak kejutkan nnti . kalau aku tido dalam mase sekarang nie . kompom la terbabas subuh .. kan .. HAHaHA

oke . FAHAM . sorang dah mengigau . aku cepuk jugak kang budak FETTY ISMAIL nie . terkejut aku . =,=' . so anyway . aku bukan sje je nak tido lambat . but aku siapkan projek aku . then mengular layan komik lawak kampus .

oke bercakap pasal komik lawak kampus nie . aku ase ramai gak kot yang ketagih baca komik nie . mcm aku jugak . but pagi tadi aku baru beli yang terbaru from keith 'LAWAK KAMPUS JILID 13' wawww dah 13 komik dye buat + L.K yang tebal macam kamus tu .. huhuhu dh banyak rupenye koleksi l.k aku nie ..

nah bace la sikit komik nie ..

*oke cukup . nak lebih II beli sendiri .

so anyway aku rase komik nie la komik paling menarik pnah aku baca . kelakar kot . pecah perut bace . and aku ase penulis komik nie boleh kaye wooo .. :)

dalam diam aku dah pun kumpul kesemue komik II nie dan dah berulang II kali baca . but aku x bosan langsung kot .. huh (!) x sabar nak tunggu keluaran yang baru :)
_THEEND_

nie versi indonesia . bapak dye gempak kot (!)

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I'm lucky that I'm born in Malaysia..proud to be malaysian!

hi..im a malaysian..i eat rice all the time and say LAH consistenly(random)

few years back..i REMEMBER as a young girl reading the newspapers about our football team yang kena "belasah" each time ade perlawanan..i still remember how people outthere look down at our players and pernah sampai satu masa..sampai malas nak bukak tv nak tengok malaysia yang asyik kena belasah..

but now..kejayaan Harimau Muda benar2 melenyapkan mulut2 belacan yang suka memperkotak katikkan malaysia and our player..kejayaan malaysia merobek hati para2 peminat garuda adalah saat yang paling bermakna..apalah gunanya 1000 pingat emas pon kalau ibu segala sukan dibedal malaysia??>yeee kite mungkin ketinggalam ditempat yang ke empat secara keseluruhan..tapi emas yang dibawa balik oleh harimau muda seolah olah menjadi satu pesta kegembiraan bagi seluruh rakyat malaysia..

melihat pemain terdiri daripada melayu, india dan cina..melihat jurulatih berbangsa cina..benar2 merasakan inilah negaraku malaysia..bangga.hebat.

sekiranya membedal emas dengan vietnam atau negara lain..tidaklah rasa sebegitu bermakna berbanding menbedal emas dengan indonesia..merobek dan menundukkan sang garuda benar2 membuat hati seakan mahu menangis.puas hati.bangga.malah seperi mahu berkata..kau indonesia..lihatlah aku malaysia.!!

still remember this..

"They don't respect you, they don't respect our flag, they don't respect our King and they don't respect your parents. If you allow this to happen, then you are cowards. You must teach them what being Malaysian is all about." - Ong Kim Swee (Before the final match against Indonesia)

yeah..they dont respect us..some of them actually..
di internet..kata2 nista terhadap malaysia..termasuk isu2 semasa dimana sentiasa ada peperangan mulut diantara malaysia dan indonesia yang mana ianya dicetuskan oleh indonesia...benar2 merobek hati..melihat negara sendiri diperkotak katikkan..dilabel sebagai anjing, pengganas..dilabel sebagai negara yang lemah, bodoh etc..benar2 mengguris hati..

puas!sudah pasti..teramat puas..namun disebalik itu..aku puji pemain indonesia Bonai yang bersikap prefessional..lupa mungkin.dia bukan pemain kelahiran Indonesia.:P
*story yang dah lapuk pasal bola . but aku masih nak ungkit . :P

so..dont u proud to be malaysian??
our country is where we all belong..
each time dengar lagu negaraku..termasuklah lagu2 patriotik yang lain..serta merta terasa bangga..yeah..thats malaysia!my country!

negara kite berbilang bangsa.berbilang agama tapi kita aman..mungkin tidak perfect tapi at least..kita boleh makan..tido..bekerja..bergembira dengan suasana yang maha tenang.negara kita indah.sejarahnya cantik.buminya asyik..rakyatnya baik..warisannya terbilang..setiapkali tengok iklan "Malaysia truly Asia" terasa benar2 bangga..lupakan tentang politik..lupakan tentang pangkat..lupakan tentang perbezaan pandangan..yang penting..proud of our malaysia..ini tempat keramat..tempat tumpah darah kite..tempat kita dibesarkan..tempat nenek moyang kite membina tamadun..inilah malaysia..

im so proud of you..am so proud to be a malaysian!!!

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stress :/

kajian mengatakan ramai student di Malaysia nie mati bunuh diri akibat STRESS . =,=’
deorang nie x sayang nyawa betul la . puihh . ups . *sopan II sikit habibah J
tak de la I just thinking masalah yang datang kat kite tu adalah kerana Tuhan tu nak bagi pengalaman II yang berbeza dalam hidup kite .

and ayat nie pun dah klise sngt la ngn kite kan .

“tuhan tu x kan bagi dugaan pada hambanya yang tak mmpu” .

x pun

“ tuhan bagi dugaan sbb tuhan syg kita . dye nak kite makin dekat dengan dye.“

KAN ?

so ape yang korang stresskan sngt nie . sbb failed exam . actually …

tak ada istilah gagal dalam hidup kite nie .
sbb kite tak gagal ..
cume kita belum jumpa jalan yang betul untuk menuju kejayaan .

Lagipun mane ade kejayaan tanpa kegagalan kan . J jadi normal la kalau gagal kan .
kenapa kita tak jadikan kegagalan tu sebagai rujukan menuju kejayaan .
so x payah la kita nak stress sngt sbb Tuhan tu selalu bantu kita . Cuma kita je yang tak perasan . kan . J

Dan kebanyakan kita stress sbb BOYFRIEND . ape seyh =.=’

And ade kes yang snggup bunuh diri sbb bf . wht the ffffuuuu =.=’
tak menghargai langsung kehidupan yang Tuhan berikan kat kita nie .
come on la . patah tumbuh hilang bergantikan .

how can you call it LOVE
when you’re CRYING more than SMILING .

so kalau hang dah tau yang awak tak bahagia kenapa teruskan hubungan tu .
ape la. Pastu STRESS. BADMOOD. FAILED exam . pastu ayat yang biase korang gunakan

“hidup aku dah gagal . ade ke yang nak kat aku lagi “

tak pun

“aku tak boleh hidup tanpa dye lagi”

HOIII (!)
kau lupe ke yang korang masih ade Tuhan yang mencipta sekalian langit dan bumi .
kalau tak de Tuhan tu baru la korang boleh ckp yang hidup korang dah hancur or what ever la .

BUT

BENDE TU TAK KAN PERNAH TERJADI .

kerana tuhan selalu ade dengan kita J
Tuhan tu sayang sangat kat kite . kite je yang tak Nampak .

so sebenarnye tak de bende yang kite patut stresskan . selagi Allah tu kite jadikan teman . J

“bende boleh settle”

jadi ape yang kite nak takutkan sngtkan . HUHUHU .

the world is beautiful
BUT we just f***ed it up . PEACE JY

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all about my BRO =='

jadah . =,=' .. ade pulak aku abg kan smpai nak buat entry about my BRO . HAHAHA .
bro x smesty nye abg kandung . abg skandal pun boleh kot panggil bro .. HUHUHU .

so anyway disebabkan family aku smue prmpuan and aku desperate sangat nak ade abang . jadiknye aku rembat je la mamat II yang aku ase baik yang boleh dijadikkan abg .. *baik = cukup la memahami aku . x payah berkopiah 24hour pun x pe =,='

maka nak dijadikan story aku rembat bf mmbew aku fetty ismail *bukan name sebenar. :)
pakse dye . buat dye smpai nangis . smpai la dye setuju nak jadik abang aku . nak tau x name 'abang' aku uh spe . paan . cute x name dye ? *,* pls jangan ckp cute (!) HAHAHA . simple nice name . sesimple orangnye jugak. nak kenal ngn dye x ? sblum tu .

korang kene kenal kerje Dea dulu (!)

selain berangan dea nie ade la gak buat keje berfaedeh . mcm jalan II carik awek naik fixie dye uh *betul ke aku eja fixie uh =,=' HAHAHA . selain uh dye pun selalu jugak g dating II ngn drum dea . *fuckta yang aku curik dari awek merenk abang aku tu . but dalam banyak II keje dea . 1 je yang aku tertarik gile kot nak stalker lebih lanjut.

THIS IS

mybe korang akan kata "ala simple kot design dea." but this is enough untuk aku 'TABIKHORMAT' kat dea . at least dea kretip kan. HUHUHU . nak tau lebih lanjut g la kat blog dea http://pobiaphenomena.blogspot.com . or FB dea http://www.facebook.com/pages/PhobiaPhenomena/163892287028019 . dah usya II blog dea jangan la lupe follow . and dah terjah FB dea jangan la lupe like .. tak sampai 5 minute pun nak like . HAHAHA *macam nak ajak g solat la pulak kan .. HAHAHHA .

alamak (!) dah cite pasal business dea sampai lupe lak nak cite pasal siape 'PAAN' nie pulak .. HAHAHA . next entry la kalau rajin aku aku story mory ag . siap pasal awek dea yang KUCINGTAIK tu sekali . package kan . :)

so that all . have a nice day's readers :)

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